01-06-2013, 06:42 AM
Contrary to my old belief that Alpha Male will turn me into an asshole during this stage and that heated arguments will start, I am quite becoming the opposite.
It's day 17 of Stage 1 and I am seeing the following changes happen:
- my family has now become drawn to me somehow. They now seek my company more and enjoy whenever I am with them. Before we would be minding our own businesses and won't even bother talking much to each other. My pop now always seeks my presence whenever I disappear for a while. They do stuff for me without me having to tell them to do it. It's somewhat becoming automatic for them to do so. Before i had to yell or get into a heated argument with them so they'd do stuff that I wanted them to do.
- My pop's dog is treating me with mad respect. He now considers me as one of his "masters". A few months before he was a really grouchy old dog who almost bit me several times.
- Women are becoming more blatant with their IOIs. Licking of lips, some directly approach me, others orbit around, increasing their tone of voice while their around(obviously to get my attention) while others intentionally do the eyeball thing just to catch my attention. With all of these IOIs coming off of them, I seem to feel uninterested and really not giving a sh*t. lol
- I usually wake up with a sweaty neck and somewhat sore throat. But the sore throat disappears as the day progresses. My voice tonality is becoming deeper. I wonder if the sweaty neck has something to do with the type C property of Alpha Male. Hmmm...
- It is a lot easier for me to tell the truth than to give a lie that is based basically on fear. I am much bolder with my words but much more calibrated. Before my words were shot by a shotgun, now it's being fired through a sniper rifle.
- I am now feeling more motivated to do what I have to do because I want to do it and it needs to be done
- I feel that I am responsible for my family's well-being. I have been having thoughts of giving my pop and mom a great retirement. Have them go to a vacation together, so they could rekindle their love for each otger. They have been living separate lives for 20 years. I feel that I need to bring them back together.
It's day 17 of Stage 1 and I am seeing the following changes happen:
- my family has now become drawn to me somehow. They now seek my company more and enjoy whenever I am with them. Before we would be minding our own businesses and won't even bother talking much to each other. My pop now always seeks my presence whenever I disappear for a while. They do stuff for me without me having to tell them to do it. It's somewhat becoming automatic for them to do so. Before i had to yell or get into a heated argument with them so they'd do stuff that I wanted them to do.
- My pop's dog is treating me with mad respect. He now considers me as one of his "masters". A few months before he was a really grouchy old dog who almost bit me several times.
- Women are becoming more blatant with their IOIs. Licking of lips, some directly approach me, others orbit around, increasing their tone of voice while their around(obviously to get my attention) while others intentionally do the eyeball thing just to catch my attention. With all of these IOIs coming off of them, I seem to feel uninterested and really not giving a sh*t. lol
- I usually wake up with a sweaty neck and somewhat sore throat. But the sore throat disappears as the day progresses. My voice tonality is becoming deeper. I wonder if the sweaty neck has something to do with the type C property of Alpha Male. Hmmm...
- It is a lot easier for me to tell the truth than to give a lie that is based basically on fear. I am much bolder with my words but much more calibrated. Before my words were shot by a shotgun, now it's being fired through a sniper rifle.
- I am now feeling more motivated to do what I have to do because I want to do it and it needs to be done
- I feel that I am responsible for my family's well-being. I have been having thoughts of giving my pop and mom a great retirement. Have them go to a vacation together, so they could rekindle their love for each otger. They have been living separate lives for 20 years. I feel that I need to bring them back together.
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