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[LionMonkey]

Thanks for the birthday wishes

I'm glad that my progress have inspired some. On that note, I have noticed something very, very strange lately...

I was sure that it was the weather that made people not really notice me. It goes always like this:

1. I have some great experiences.. good things happens to me and then suddenly it goes away and I can't stop thinking about it

2. I expect or kinda seek for the good experiences again

which leads to attachment I guess and that's why things don't go the way I feel like I would like them to go... what a contradiction?


It happened again but this time I am much more aware of it though...

This is not just a reminder for myself but also an advice for everyone who wants to be a woman magnet...
Short time after the great and bad experiences, I fell back into playing video-games and I played a LOT. This was my subconscious "solution" for not thinking about the stuff that has happened lately and it made my mind go into what I call, zombie land where there is nothing, no growth for the brain either.

Then I went out and I noticed I had a totally different presence. Either I couldn't make strong eye contact and I would break it pretty fast or else I sought eye contact to be noticed. Often I just avoided eye-contact. (this is all very subtle but with enough awareness it can be noticed)

When I look at it, it's like I've turned 180 degrees from a 3rd. person perspective.

But.. I knew that I could say and do things which would have broken that false person I had acted like. The thing is though that when my brain has been in zombie-land, it makes me not wanting to challenge my perspectives, so I would not act at all and if I did act it was without a strong frame or a strong will to get what I want.

It was more like.. bleeehhh.. kind of a passionless robot like.

Wow... really? me? yes.. it was like that. It made me feel angry but I couldn't really express myself. My heart was closed. Walled in. Locked.

So yesterday night I had some bad experiences from people who stepped on me or tried to but I just ignored it instead of standing up for myself. Funny I should say this but I am actually grateful that they did what they did because it motivated me.

Today when I woke up my mind was much clearer and when I opened my laptop, I instantly deleted the video-games.

I listened again to some podcasts of a ladies man about lifestyle and f*** it is great to be inspired again...

There are SO many distractions that stops the individual from realizing and getting what he truly desires today. It's insane! And the only thing that stops the person from getting what he truly wants, is himself...

I'm going to focus on lifestyle now. Let's see what will happen...