12-05-2012, 01:09 PM
(This post was last modified: 12-05-2012, 01:31 PM by LionMonkey.)
Thanks man. It's amazing how much my "game" has changed! 
I wrote to the girl next day and she replied, "I think you got the wrong number". I wasn't 100% sure that it was hers but next day I found out that it was her number.
She didn't take the call, so I wrote,
me: "Why are you so strange xyz? I have also a heart.. How would you have it, if you called me and I ignored you?"
her: "Okay. I am sorry that you have it like that but I was drunk, did something stupid, and I just want to forget about it..."
I really don't get her. She was able to make a cup of tea for me at her home so she wasn't that drunk and she really really liked me, until after sex where she seemed a bit cold. I didn't sleep over either. I left 10 minutes after because I just didn't feel like staying and I wasn't tired.
I don't understand it. I sense that it would definitely have been a longer "relationship" if I didn't went home with her that night after we exchanged numbers or if we didn't have sex. hmm...
Any thoughts on this are very welcomed!
PS. I'm going to see the 26y old, who is great at sexual innuendos, at her home this sunday night
Stage 1 - Day 12,
Noticed changes from the subliminal
- I take myself way less serious
- I am grateful most of the time and it makes me being in the moment, which allows me to do things most people would consider "strange"
- I feel a lot of resistance from some of my classmates, especially some of the girls who was very open and interested in me when I started back in september, to not liking me at all (the period where I was very sexual direct) and now I sense they do all kinds of things to avoid giving me the opportunity to reject them. Ignoring my presence and being indifferent with me is particularly strong. It makes me feel bad because I don't judge them and I am greeting them sincerely and open to what they would say but they have blocked me off, they have blocked the real me off and they only see their own egos judgmental view on me...
I don't know what to do with it but gratitude gives me strength to go through the day without too much hassle. Rather be hated than someone who's just "a nice guy"
- People look at me everywhere I go. I had a very beautiful, petite blonde keep looking at me when I was sitting in the bus and she was outside waiting for another bus. I swear if I had stood up and gone out of the bus and met her it would be something she wouldn't forget for a very long time...
- I keep noticing women placing themselves near me or going in front of me so I notice them, even though there's a closer path right next to her or begin talking very loud, to laughing when they walked past me
I wrote to the girl next day and she replied, "I think you got the wrong number". I wasn't 100% sure that it was hers but next day I found out that it was her number.
She didn't take the call, so I wrote,
me: "Why are you so strange xyz? I have also a heart.. How would you have it, if you called me and I ignored you?"
her: "Okay. I am sorry that you have it like that but I was drunk, did something stupid, and I just want to forget about it..."
I really don't get her. She was able to make a cup of tea for me at her home so she wasn't that drunk and she really really liked me, until after sex where she seemed a bit cold. I didn't sleep over either. I left 10 minutes after because I just didn't feel like staying and I wasn't tired.
I don't understand it. I sense that it would definitely have been a longer "relationship" if I didn't went home with her that night after we exchanged numbers or if we didn't have sex. hmm...
Any thoughts on this are very welcomed!
PS. I'm going to see the 26y old, who is great at sexual innuendos, at her home this sunday night
Stage 1 - Day 12,
Noticed changes from the subliminal
- I take myself way less serious
- I am grateful most of the time and it makes me being in the moment, which allows me to do things most people would consider "strange"
- I feel a lot of resistance from some of my classmates, especially some of the girls who was very open and interested in me when I started back in september, to not liking me at all (the period where I was very sexual direct) and now I sense they do all kinds of things to avoid giving me the opportunity to reject them. Ignoring my presence and being indifferent with me is particularly strong. It makes me feel bad because I don't judge them and I am greeting them sincerely and open to what they would say but they have blocked me off, they have blocked the real me off and they only see their own egos judgmental view on me...
I don't know what to do with it but gratitude gives me strength to go through the day without too much hassle. Rather be hated than someone who's just "a nice guy"
- People look at me everywhere I go. I had a very beautiful, petite blonde keep looking at me when I was sitting in the bus and she was outside waiting for another bus. I swear if I had stood up and gone out of the bus and met her it would be something she wouldn't forget for a very long time...
- I keep noticing women placing themselves near me or going in front of me so I notice them, even though there's a closer path right next to her or begin talking very loud, to laughing when they walked past me
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
