12-02-2012, 07:47 AM
(09-16-2012, 09:43 AM)Pat Wrote: So just finished one month of Stage One of AM 5.0. This month has been pretty amazing looking back. The first week I didn't notice too much, except needing even more sleep than I did on AM 2011. The second and third week I went through a period of profound sadness and depression. But I emerged from those weeks with so much mental clarity about who I am, what I want, and what direction I want my life to go. It was like before I was drifting aimlessly without a purpose I was excited about and then WHAM I saw exactly where I wanted to go. This week because of that I have been super focused and productive - knowing exactly what I want to do.
I swear there must be some manifestation stuff pointing the user towards life lessons as well. I've had so many things this month come up that taught me things I really needed to know. Maybe those lessons were always there but I wasn't prepared to see them yet.
As far as the goals I set to go along with this stage. I was really good at the spiritual practice and really poor with nutrition. I did realize that it isn't willpower that is necessarily my problem (I actually like healthy food), but rather having time to prepare healthy food. My life is too full of stuff. So the next two months are going to be focused on simplifying my life. I'm not exactly sure what that is going to look like yet.
Ahh dude, I just hit 3 weeks on AM 5 stage 1 and I can say I feel very very similar. Right now, I'm questioning my life big time including my diet and preparing food for it (I HATE that) but also figuring out exactly where I went wrong lately with my original goals for my life.
