11-25-2012, 07:25 PM
Stage 1 - Day 3
It has been kinda rollercoaster like this weekend.
The 1. day I had used it for about 10 hours of exposure. Went out with a lot of my buddies and hit 4-5 different venues that night.
At a club I said hello to around 20 women in a direct way. Three to four of the times it went positive, the rest was avoidance. Got a kiss and not much more than that.
I couldn't help it but to approach and say hello to the cute girls. The girls there were also much higher quality (in looks and style, high heels, god shapes, style) than where I used to go, I think that was the reason too, besides the subliminal taking effect.
After that I was like, "WHY THE HELL DO THE GIRLS NOT WANT ME?!" I couldn't understand it.
(Stage 1 - Day 2)
Anyways, the day after (day 2 of the subliminal) I went solo, all friends were either broke or too tired.
I started out to get dinner at my friends burger bar. I knew some of the crews there. I'm all calm and just trying to do my own thing, eating my burger. One of the girls from the kitchen joined me and after a while, she laughed at everything I said. I gave her a sincere compliment even though I wouldn't hook up with her, which I was surprised of I did because it has been such a long time since I did that to a girl I didn't felt attraction for.
I end up spending a few hours there and as the bar was closed for customers I found myself playing pool with a girl, who my very best friend is seeing. At first I thought this is not good, I better go but anyways, I just wanted to play a game of pool....
There was definitely tension and I was a bit, but not really, surprised that she wanted to. I was in my head a lot. We end our game platonically and part our ways.
I head to centrum to the bar I am going to promote for and the journey to the place was very interesting...
I came to a realization and it's scary. I feel it...
You have met, perhaps know or known a guy who's just attractive to everyone. He's shining in a natural way that commands attention and you can just look at him and know that he's' a ladies man. He's comfortable and he's kind but he still live his own life for himself in his own way.
I have a great mentor, who's been on this journey for quite a while and have done crazy, crazy things and he's got a few close friends who were also on the same journey as him.
Yesterday night on my way to the bar, I dropped in the seven eleven to get some gum. Just outside I see a group of gorgeous girls in short skirts and high heels. One very beautiful blonde stopped in front of seven eleven while her friends motioned and told her to come with them as they were walking but she was in her own thoughts. She looked like a girl who just thought about something dirty.
Anyways I go in to get some gum and I see a close friend of my mentor. The very beautiful blonde girl came in and I saw they knew each other, she would rather have him take her somewhere than to go with her friends. He was making a little drama of the store not having the food he wanted in a lighthearted fun way.
Suddenly another two girls beautiful girls came over to him. He knew one of them and made fun of how tall her friend was.
I was in there for 3 minutes and all the people and the shop clerks just looked at him and the whole thing. He was really making a presence. I greeted him and went on my way and I myself couldn't stop but look back to see if he was coming with me.
As I was walking to the bar I felt this feeling of a vast amount of opportunities again. It's like I know only SO little compared to what is possible and this always happens when I'm with my mentor or I meet one of his close friends. It's a scary, uneasy feeling of the unknown and you have a sense of that it is right around the corner.
With all this said, people can only be positively respectfully perceived like that if they really are themselves. If you ask a natural he would say, "just be yourself man"
Do you really have to go through a goddamn rollercoaster with amazing heights and hellish lows?
Well.. I'm almost looking forward to get to the lows because I know that I have to go through uncomfortable situations before I can know more about myself and who I really am. In reality, our image of ourself is just pictures of an identity but is this really who we are or is it something our ego has given to us in order to protect itself? Is it not just the media who's given us an ideal of how a man should act?
I suggest everyone who is on this journey to question what is possible. Go through the world with a mindset of curiosity, do things with awareness and then question different things you notice about yourself and notice how the situation changes through the way you consciously choose to control yourself.
Besides that.. be strong & love without judgment
LM
It has been kinda rollercoaster like this weekend.
The 1. day I had used it for about 10 hours of exposure. Went out with a lot of my buddies and hit 4-5 different venues that night.
At a club I said hello to around 20 women in a direct way. Three to four of the times it went positive, the rest was avoidance. Got a kiss and not much more than that.
I couldn't help it but to approach and say hello to the cute girls. The girls there were also much higher quality (in looks and style, high heels, god shapes, style) than where I used to go, I think that was the reason too, besides the subliminal taking effect.
After that I was like, "WHY THE HELL DO THE GIRLS NOT WANT ME?!" I couldn't understand it.
(Stage 1 - Day 2)
Anyways, the day after (day 2 of the subliminal) I went solo, all friends were either broke or too tired.
I started out to get dinner at my friends burger bar. I knew some of the crews there. I'm all calm and just trying to do my own thing, eating my burger. One of the girls from the kitchen joined me and after a while, she laughed at everything I said. I gave her a sincere compliment even though I wouldn't hook up with her, which I was surprised of I did because it has been such a long time since I did that to a girl I didn't felt attraction for.
I end up spending a few hours there and as the bar was closed for customers I found myself playing pool with a girl, who my very best friend is seeing. At first I thought this is not good, I better go but anyways, I just wanted to play a game of pool....
There was definitely tension and I was a bit, but not really, surprised that she wanted to. I was in my head a lot. We end our game platonically and part our ways.
I head to centrum to the bar I am going to promote for and the journey to the place was very interesting...
I came to a realization and it's scary. I feel it...
You have met, perhaps know or known a guy who's just attractive to everyone. He's shining in a natural way that commands attention and you can just look at him and know that he's' a ladies man. He's comfortable and he's kind but he still live his own life for himself in his own way.
I have a great mentor, who's been on this journey for quite a while and have done crazy, crazy things and he's got a few close friends who were also on the same journey as him.
Yesterday night on my way to the bar, I dropped in the seven eleven to get some gum. Just outside I see a group of gorgeous girls in short skirts and high heels. One very beautiful blonde stopped in front of seven eleven while her friends motioned and told her to come with them as they were walking but she was in her own thoughts. She looked like a girl who just thought about something dirty.
Anyways I go in to get some gum and I see a close friend of my mentor. The very beautiful blonde girl came in and I saw they knew each other, she would rather have him take her somewhere than to go with her friends. He was making a little drama of the store not having the food he wanted in a lighthearted fun way.
Suddenly another two girls beautiful girls came over to him. He knew one of them and made fun of how tall her friend was.
I was in there for 3 minutes and all the people and the shop clerks just looked at him and the whole thing. He was really making a presence. I greeted him and went on my way and I myself couldn't stop but look back to see if he was coming with me.
As I was walking to the bar I felt this feeling of a vast amount of opportunities again. It's like I know only SO little compared to what is possible and this always happens when I'm with my mentor or I meet one of his close friends. It's a scary, uneasy feeling of the unknown and you have a sense of that it is right around the corner.
With all this said, people can only be positively respectfully perceived like that if they really are themselves. If you ask a natural he would say, "just be yourself man"
Do you really have to go through a goddamn rollercoaster with amazing heights and hellish lows?
Well.. I'm almost looking forward to get to the lows because I know that I have to go through uncomfortable situations before I can know more about myself and who I really am. In reality, our image of ourself is just pictures of an identity but is this really who we are or is it something our ego has given to us in order to protect itself? Is it not just the media who's given us an ideal of how a man should act?
I suggest everyone who is on this journey to question what is possible. Go through the world with a mindset of curiosity, do things with awareness and then question different things you notice about yourself and notice how the situation changes through the way you consciously choose to control yourself.
Besides that.. be strong & love without judgment
LM
1. Do whatever you want.. risk whatever your gut tells you because.. you know you have good intentions.
2. Pressure forms the man.
3. Clarity gives space for better decisions.
