11-15-2012, 01:21 AM
Okay I get your point man. Thanks.
Now a bit of an update.
I went out again last weekend by myself. The good thing is that I was able now to go inside bar and get myself a drink. While on my way there I saw some guys I know before. They are part of the local PUA community and they are wondering why I am alone. I told them I'm going solo sarging.
They got my number and I got theirs as well.
While I'm at the bar I still keep on thinking about how others are perceiving me. I'm trying not to but it's hard man. I also felt that the waiter who gave my drink is kind of looking at me like shit because I went there alone. To ease my stress I chatted him up a bit and I noticed that he's kind of hitting on some girls. Aside from that I saw a really beautiful woman with two gay guys. Then I wonder if anyone would approach her because it seems that a lot of guys are eyeing her out. I then positioned myself near her even though our eyes never made any eye contact. My head is thinking "she's out of your league blah blah." Yeah I lost it again. Every time I meet or saw a girl who is beautiful I seem to think of self-defeating thoughts like "If only I was a bit taller, If only I have a much bigger body, If only I have a great job blah blah." These are killing me dude. I know I should change this habit but I keep on doing them.
Not much happened aside from me just hanging around and drinking. I saw a group of guys and one of them approached the girls on the dance floor. I could have approached her too but I feel the girls are below my standards (too much thinking again).
Now a bit of an update.
I went out again last weekend by myself. The good thing is that I was able now to go inside bar and get myself a drink. While on my way there I saw some guys I know before. They are part of the local PUA community and they are wondering why I am alone. I told them I'm going solo sarging.
They got my number and I got theirs as well.While I'm at the bar I still keep on thinking about how others are perceiving me. I'm trying not to but it's hard man. I also felt that the waiter who gave my drink is kind of looking at me like shit because I went there alone. To ease my stress I chatted him up a bit and I noticed that he's kind of hitting on some girls. Aside from that I saw a really beautiful woman with two gay guys. Then I wonder if anyone would approach her because it seems that a lot of guys are eyeing her out. I then positioned myself near her even though our eyes never made any eye contact. My head is thinking "she's out of your league blah blah." Yeah I lost it again. Every time I meet or saw a girl who is beautiful I seem to think of self-defeating thoughts like "If only I was a bit taller, If only I have a much bigger body, If only I have a great job blah blah." These are killing me dude. I know I should change this habit but I keep on doing them.
Not much happened aside from me just hanging around and drinking. I saw a group of guys and one of them approached the girls on the dance floor. I could have approached her too but I feel the girls are below my standards (too much thinking again).
"Nothing in the world can take the place of Persistence. Talent will not; nothing is more common than unsuccessful men with talent. Genius will not; unrewarded genius is almost a proverb. Education will not; the world is full of educated derelicts. Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."
