04-29-2026, 10:10 AM
I'm totally hyperfocused on deep healing right now. Cutting off everyone's who's been/is detrimental to the process. Mostly staying at home and chillin', doing the occasional singing practice and going for grocery shopping. Nearest thingy I want to go to is on the 15th, so there's time. Also visitng a lady-friend in the psych ward on Saturday, as I really like her and she visited me when I was at the hospital (honestly? If she ever asks, I'm getting her a copy of PRA. She's an extreme case of PTSD and abuse, so in her case I'd actually wait for PRA v3. Not gonna even suggest subs to people for the time being; their dsiavowal and skepticism always ends up in negative projections onto my person, which is funny with DRS v2, but I'm not running DRS v2 right now
).
Carpet-bombing myself with positive energies and uncondtional love energies, to have proper stuff to heal with, yeah. Feeling better day after day. Also bringing in more subtle energies, like the ones applied in Eastern martial arts. The healing nuclear reactor is ON.
We've had ample Megadeth songs, now let's listen to some METALLICA \m/
Welcome Home (Sanituarium)!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiIc0HuJ78Q
Build my fear of what's out there
Cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
).Carpet-bombing myself with positive energies and uncondtional love energies, to have proper stuff to heal with, yeah. Feeling better day after day. Also bringing in more subtle energies, like the ones applied in Eastern martial arts. The healing nuclear reactor is ON.

We've had ample Megadeth songs, now let's listen to some METALLICA \m/
Welcome Home (Sanituarium)!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZiIc0HuJ78Q
Build my fear of what's out there
Cannot breathe the open air
Whisper things into my brain
Assuring me that I'm insane
They think our heads are in their hands
But violent use brings violent plans
Keep him tied, it makes him well
He's getting better, can't you tell?
No more can they keep us in
Listen, damn it, we will win
They see it right, they see it well
But they think this saves us from our hell
Sanitarium
Leave me be
Sanitarium
Just leave me alone
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley

