AM 5.0 stage 1 day 20
AM hit some intense feelings of despair two days ago for a few hours.
Things about how my life turned out and hopelessness.It went away after
few hours.
Women also seem to be affected.They seem to be acting differently.
I am at not that interested in women phase at the moment.They seem
to be at an opposite phase.
Last Friday at a dance class,one pretty woman placed her self next to me
and than another super cute one asks if I am here with someone.I said
no and she said good.Today I went dancing and a seriously gorgeous blond
I hardly know comes in,I said an uninterested hi,looked away and she came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
It also seems that while dancing salsa and bachata some women begin
to rub their ass on my d***,I'm not doing anything consciously different.
Sometimes also use their breasts on me.I have no idea why.
That happens when I do a freeze in the dance and the woman can
do whatever she wants.Didn't happen before starting AM 5.0.It also
seemed to improve my dancing.
I'm thinking about what to do with my life.I don't know.
Also I refuse to take s**t from my boss in one of my jobs.He complained
about something I stared at him and refused to get into it.
AM hit some intense feelings of despair two days ago for a few hours.
Things about how my life turned out and hopelessness.It went away after
few hours.
Women also seem to be affected.They seem to be acting differently.
I am at not that interested in women phase at the moment.They seem
to be at an opposite phase.
Last Friday at a dance class,one pretty woman placed her self next to me
and than another super cute one asks if I am here with someone.I said
no and she said good.Today I went dancing and a seriously gorgeous blond
I hardly know comes in,I said an uninterested hi,looked away and she came over and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
It also seems that while dancing salsa and bachata some women begin
to rub their ass on my d***,I'm not doing anything consciously different.
Sometimes also use their breasts on me.I have no idea why.
That happens when I do a freeze in the dance and the woman can
do whatever she wants.Didn't happen before starting AM 5.0.It also
seemed to improve my dancing.
I'm thinking about what to do with my life.I don't know.
Also I refuse to take s**t from my boss in one of my jobs.He complained
about something I stared at him and refused to get into it.
