Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 8

[Shannon]

I have finished a 7 months run of E6 5.11G and am currently on day 10 of the 2 weeks bloom.
E6 definitely helped me in overcoming internal fears and resistance. I achieved some things while on E6 that probably would have scared me too much without it. Also mid run I overcame PMO, first interest waned and then I just left it behind me.

There is still more fear and shame to resolve. During the last two months (intensifying in the last month) of E6 there was this feeling of being emotionally raw, like a sandpaper is used to grind away the fears and blemishes from my skin, and the skin has to constantly heal. I am interpreting that as my subconscious being tired of healing and wanting a break. I see my options as continuing the healing path with OGSFv2 or doing something against subconscious boredom/tiredness with MM and am divided between these options.
@Shannon  is my described response to E6 in the last two months common?
Because of this response I am leaning towards MM.

That is not something I have ever heard before.  But it would definitely indicate that it's time for you to take a break from healing for a while.  I would go with MM.