Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 8

[EvolvingPhoenix]

I feel like that's what DMSI is doing to me and I'm not even getting laid off it yet. It's because of how the focus is on sex (like you pointed out) and now the disconnect between my already strong desires that have only gotten wayy stronger lately and the way things are, mixed with the internal conflict between my deep dark sexual desires and my at least equally deep romantic and wholesome ones is all making me feel pretty exhausted from my own internal issues. 


I think that's affecting my results. Other things are too, like using substances during my vacation recently that negatively affect the energy flooding process and masturbating, but I realize the occasional masturbation is partially due to the deep internal conflict and the frustration of these issues. I'm sure the process of using DMSI is working on all those issues on some level in order to help execute the program, but I realize there's been some self sabotage lately. 

I'm done with my vacay and done with consuming things that negatively affect my energy buildup and auric sniping with the program, but while I have greatly reduced masturbation since using this program (and completely stopped watching porn) I still have these internal issues I need to work through before the program majorly executes. Damn I do want to FEEL THOUGH the way executing the program successfully WOULD make me feel, but I got a lot of internal blockages I need to clear to do that. It's gonna take a bit, I think. 

Is DMSI working? Or did I make a mistake buying it without enough ground work done on myself?

If it wasn't working, would there be any noticeable thing happening in response to using it?  Of course it's working.  The issue is that you are getting the famous DMSI resistance. 

Some guys find they work through it over the course of a few months or so, and some get stuck. 

If you get stuck, then when you're done with your run-through, take some time to work on yourself.  EHPRA, OGSF, etc. are good choices.  And you might find that PM is interesting as well.

Well thanks. I guess that's what I meant. I'm wondering if I will get over the resistance or if I hadn't done enough work on myself yet, then I secretly wonder if that thought in and of itself is just more resistance the go cleverly devised to make me quit the program. I'ma stick with it. If I started it on October 8th and it tends to take most men a few months to get past the resistance, I guess we'll see where I am with the program by January 8th.

What will some of the signs be that I'm making good enough progress with it to stay on? You know, outside of the obvious signs, like sniping a hot girl so hard I get laid cuz of it?

Like, what are some of the more internal signs I'm breaking through the resistance?