11-12-2024, 09:25 AM
Okay, I figured out a way of using this sub that pretty much nullifies resistance/unpleasant "counterattacks" by resistant parts of me (the "wonky sensations" parts, lol. By "counterattacks" I mean it'd throw *extremely unpleasant and disturbing* thoughts, images and emotions at me incessantly, I'd also get the occasional resistance headache). So that's good, should make my life easier while I'm using the program. I do use it at a very high volume now, though (13/15 - anything lower than that and the resistant parts start getting uppity). The only downside is that it's making me sleepy.
I'm kinda tempted to do a re-run of the new EHPRA after (maybe for a month or two, using a similar setting on my new phone - the previous one had way worse quality), but my main plan is still going for another shot at OED. I'll see how I feel when it comes to it.
Anyway, I chanced upon some auditions for which I'd have to prepare two pretty difficult pieces and record them within the next two weeks. It's doable, but I won't be able to do it alone so I'm gonna have to keep pestering my pianist buddy to work on this stuff with me, oyy. Dude's usually ready and willing to help out since we're buds, but he's also quite busy most of the time and a bit of a smartass, haha.
I left two internet fora I joined recently after figuring out they're filled with pretty crappy people/people who require serious psychiatric attention as well as con-jobs who try to exploit them financially. I did spend some money on cons and wishful thinking as well, but, eh, you live and you learn.
I did beat paranoid schizophrenia in less than 2 years (no symptoms whatsoever anymore, and I've been off meds as well for over three months too - just don't tell my psychiatrist, he'd probably be all like "oh, hell no!"
- but that crap has serious side-effects and I figured I don't need them anymore to manage hallucinations and such), so I guess that's pretty badass. Now I'd like to have a life of some sort to go along with it, lol.
I was considering purchasing a penis extender, but after some digging, research and reading up on some side-effects this can have I have elected against it. Oh well. Maybe I'll try PE in subliminal form one of these days! But it's not that urgent (6g, maybe? I'm willing to bet pretty good money once 6G hits the shelves CatMan is going to be all like, "hey, how about Penis Enlargment in 6G!" ).
I'm kinda tempted to do a re-run of the new EHPRA after (maybe for a month or two, using a similar setting on my new phone - the previous one had way worse quality), but my main plan is still going for another shot at OED. I'll see how I feel when it comes to it.
Anyway, I chanced upon some auditions for which I'd have to prepare two pretty difficult pieces and record them within the next two weeks. It's doable, but I won't be able to do it alone so I'm gonna have to keep pestering my pianist buddy to work on this stuff with me, oyy. Dude's usually ready and willing to help out since we're buds, but he's also quite busy most of the time and a bit of a smartass, haha.
I left two internet fora I joined recently after figuring out they're filled with pretty crappy people/people who require serious psychiatric attention as well as con-jobs who try to exploit them financially. I did spend some money on cons and wishful thinking as well, but, eh, you live and you learn.
I did beat paranoid schizophrenia in less than 2 years (no symptoms whatsoever anymore, and I've been off meds as well for over three months too - just don't tell my psychiatrist, he'd probably be all like "oh, hell no!"
- but that crap has serious side-effects and I figured I don't need them anymore to manage hallucinations and such), so I guess that's pretty badass. Now I'd like to have a life of some sort to go along with it, lol.I was considering purchasing a penis extender, but after some digging, research and reading up on some side-effects this can have I have elected against it. Oh well. Maybe I'll try PE in subliminal form one of these days! But it's not that urgent (6g, maybe? I'm willing to bet pretty good money once 6G hits the shelves CatMan is going to be all like, "hey, how about Penis Enlargment in 6G!"
).
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
