OGSF v2 non-binding journalings and musings

[Have at ye]

I find myself increasing the volume again because resistant/traumatised parts of me were getting very uppity. They're making it really unpleasant for me when they get uppity, like, REALLY unpleasant.

I feel like I'm making decent progress otherwise, though. Interesting dreams and such. Looking for singing opportunities, but there are extremely few for people without professional representation, oyyyy. I'm on the lookout for such, but I still feel like I need to get my voice a little bit more under control, though (long story). Singing's going very well, I'm working out a particular technical issue when it comes to high notes right now (I can sing them on-pitch, but the sound isn't exactly beautiful and I want it beautiful, heh). I'm really pissed off that various instructors wasted years of my life with, well, bad instruction, and ultimately I have to do everything pretty much on my own, but not much I can do about it now. Preparing for chorus job auditions, ready to pounce at any opportunity that comes my way.

I think I'm about ready to start going out a little bit more. Will probably go to an event tomorrow and then another one on Tuesday.