10-01-2024, 05:46 PM
Another big breakthrough that is directly related to my previous post, but I should dedicate to its own thing...
I just find more women to be attractive, and I'm enjoying that.
I'm just enjoying my finding her hot.
There isn't any more baggage about:
* "Yeah but she's not *that* hot" or
* "Ugh, why don't those types of women respond to my messages?" or
* finding knit-picky flaws, or
* feeling hopeless about my love and sex life after looking at her, or
* feeling like I need to be having new sex partners so that my count is "high enough" (I've gotten past this one a few years ago)
* whether I'm pumping up her ego (besides, I admire with healthy boundaries and without her being on a pedestal)
I just find more women to be attractive, and I'm enjoying that.
I'm just enjoying my finding her hot.
There isn't any more baggage about:
* "Yeah but she's not *that* hot" or
* "Ugh, why don't those types of women respond to my messages?" or
* finding knit-picky flaws, or
* feeling hopeless about my love and sex life after looking at her, or
* feeling like I need to be having new sex partners so that my count is "high enough" (I've gotten past this one a few years ago)
* whether I'm pumping up her ego (besides, I admire with healthy boundaries and without her being on a pedestal)
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