Shannon's Journal Discussion Thread, Vol. 8

[Have at ye]

 
In this industry, if you are really that good, or have potential to be so, you are offered a deal you can’t refuse. If you don’t play ball, you are usually framed and killed with the intent to steal all your work during the investigation. This is what they tried to do to me. One of their agents seduced a female two floors below mine and once they got access to that apartment, they used their most effective military M.K tech on me. My smartphone became the weapon. I close my eyes. A few seconds later, I was in a sort of hybrid between extremely deep hypnosis and a near death experience. This is basically alien tech for all intents and purposes. There is nothing in this world that resembles the experience. Every second gone by I was going to depths of my mind that I didn’t even know existed, nothing else existed except the instruction… no body… no future… no past… no nothing… visuals were kicking in which should be impossible because I lost my visual imagination when I was a child… They make you go through your mission in your head and your mind cannot differentiate between it and the real thing. The mission being: the killing of your loved one (they are this evil) followed by killing yourself or act as a madman with no recollection of the experience, which will then serve as an excuse for an investigation where they seize all evidence (your research).

I'm very sorry, but this sounds like a textbook psychotic episode. I had one too in which I had delusions that I'm being mind-controlled through subliminal messaging from my phone as well (which was pretty wonky because I indeed was using subliminals from my phone, haha, which had me all confused and I actually started believing in it. I can laugh about it now, but it was a harrowing experience at the time, I very nearly offed myself in the course of it).

I would highly recommend seeking psychiatric treatment for psychosis. People with untreated psychosis can be a danger to themselves and other people.