06-21-2024, 05:26 AM
"Good news, everyone!" I got accepted for the auditions, so now it's back to work. I did not feel satisfied with my singing today, but hopefully it'll be better tomorrow.
Anyhow, my mood is somewhat liable - I get occassional moments of literal "what is the point?" type of thinking and I have these annoying introjects from various individuals, like this one guy (singing related, of course) telling me "you are nothing", or "your voice is damaged" or whatevs. Hopefully this will pass.
I did have really interesting dreams though, definitely healing-related.
Anyhow, my mood is somewhat liable - I get occassional moments of literal "what is the point?" type of thinking and I have these annoying introjects from various individuals, like this one guy (singing related, of course) telling me "you are nothing", or "your voice is damaged" or whatevs. Hopefully this will pass.
I did have really interesting dreams though, definitely healing-related.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley