06-19-2024, 03:37 AM
Auditioning is such a frustrating process. Not only do you regularly face rejection/failure for reasons which are not clearly expressed to you (you very rarely get feedback, it's usually simply a yes/no type of proposition), but also the process itself is so, arrrgh. F. in. I signed up for another audition which is supposed to happen next week, but they'll only let us know who they're going to audition by the end of this week due to the number of submissions. So now I'll be preparing for an audition that's up in the air, blargh.
Yesterday's audition rejecton stirred somethng up in me and I felt really bad, with unpleasant physical sensations in the damaged areas of my being and such, but I did get a rather interesting healing dream after. The annoying thing is I don't even get to rest up and recover a bit because I've got translation work to do with deadlines and stuff. I'm very, very tired of pretty much working two jobs simultaneously these past 10 years or so.
Yesterday's audition rejecton stirred somethng up in me and I felt really bad, with unpleasant physical sensations in the damaged areas of my being and such, but I did get a rather interesting healing dream after. The annoying thing is I don't even get to rest up and recover a bit because I've got translation work to do with deadlines and stuff. I'm very, very tired of pretty much working two jobs simultaneously these past 10 years or so.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley