SM3 Journal Entry - Stage 1, Day 21
So, the changes that have happened for me are:
1. Increased Sociability:
- I've become much more social and have found guys who go out to approach women. I've been joining them, and they push me to approach women in many different situations that I've never experienced before.
2. Learning Pick-Up Tactics:
- Because of this, I've started to learn some pick-up tactics. It feels better to have a game plan than just approaching and getting rejected.
3. Boost in Confidence:
- This has made me feel more confident because I'm stepping out of my comfort zone more often.
An interesting event happened recently. I got the phone number of a girl whom I approached directly. She was walking by, and I walked alongside her. Initially, she ignored me, and I almost gave up, feeling rejected. But then she started responding to what I was saying. At some point, she even took off her earphones to hear me better. I teased her a bit and noticed she was very nervous but tried to keep her composure around me. Eventually, I got her number.
Later, she texted me saying she has a boyfriend but that we can chat. I found it odd that she didn't mention this earlier. I asked if she loves him, and she said yes, but that he can't tell her not to talk to someone. She suggested we can be friends. I then asked what would happen if I invited her to eat something, and she said she wasn't sure but might go and asked if she could bring a friend who doesn't have a boyfriend. I agreed, of course. I had a feeling like she wants to have a threesome like wtf lol !
It feels like she might want to cheat or something, but I'm not sure. I don't remember something like this happening to me in the past, and I've chatted with hundreds and hundreds of girls.
I did get rejected a lot when I approached and there are a lot of flakes. But it does seem like some of the PUA tactics, which I'm not very good with yet, are working. For example, if I approach indirectly, women are much more open and interested in what I say.
I have to remind my readers here that the society I live in is very closed-minded. So, good pick-up and one-night stands are not common here (still possible).
Another thing to note is: I have a lot of fearful dreams and nightmares, exactly like I had on AM6.
So, the changes that have happened for me are:
1. Increased Sociability:
- I've become much more social and have found guys who go out to approach women. I've been joining them, and they push me to approach women in many different situations that I've never experienced before.
2. Learning Pick-Up Tactics:
- Because of this, I've started to learn some pick-up tactics. It feels better to have a game plan than just approaching and getting rejected.
3. Boost in Confidence:
- This has made me feel more confident because I'm stepping out of my comfort zone more often.
An interesting event happened recently. I got the phone number of a girl whom I approached directly. She was walking by, and I walked alongside her. Initially, she ignored me, and I almost gave up, feeling rejected. But then she started responding to what I was saying. At some point, she even took off her earphones to hear me better. I teased her a bit and noticed she was very nervous but tried to keep her composure around me. Eventually, I got her number.
Later, she texted me saying she has a boyfriend but that we can chat. I found it odd that she didn't mention this earlier. I asked if she loves him, and she said yes, but that he can't tell her not to talk to someone. She suggested we can be friends. I then asked what would happen if I invited her to eat something, and she said she wasn't sure but might go and asked if she could bring a friend who doesn't have a boyfriend. I agreed, of course. I had a feeling like she wants to have a threesome like wtf lol !
It feels like she might want to cheat or something, but I'm not sure. I don't remember something like this happening to me in the past, and I've chatted with hundreds and hundreds of girls.
I did get rejected a lot when I approached and there are a lot of flakes. But it does seem like some of the PUA tactics, which I'm not very good with yet, are working. For example, if I approach indirectly, women are much more open and interested in what I say.
I have to remind my readers here that the society I live in is very closed-minded. So, good pick-up and one-night stands are not common here (still possible).
Another thing to note is: I have a lot of fearful dreams and nightmares, exactly like I had on AM6.
AM6 (03.2024)