Thank you, Shannon, for following!
It's Day 15 of Stage 1, and I sense subtle yet significant changes taking place.
I find myself going out more, whether it's a stroll through the mall or a solitary walk.
Though these outings aren't always conducive to meeting women, they do get me out of the house more frequently.
I find myself wanting to go out more and it seems it doesn't matter where to.
I've been contemplating delving into PUA material, specifically for crafting an opinion opener to start conversations. I crave the feeling of social competence.
Yet, a part of me hesitates, yearning for a more natural approach. "Just wait and let SM3 do it's job".
Interestingly, I have no desire to approach women.
I feel no neediness, nor do I have a plan for meeting them, which is slightly unnerving.
This has led me to consider learning better ways to initiate conversations beyond the mundane "Hey, how are you?"—a phrase I rarely use these days because I don't approach them.
My focus has shifted towards work, finances, and other pursuits. It's a curious paradox—while I think about starting conversations and go out more, I simultaneously find myself indifferent and more work-focused. Even when I encounter a strikingly beautiful woman, I seem to appreciate her allure momentarily and then move on.
I think and believe I sometimes catch the eyes of women, as well as men. Often, it's just a fleeting glance, regardless of their attractiveness. I'm not entirely sure if it happens, but it does seem that way.
I hope this isn't just a placebo effect.
Occasionally, I feel a magnetic pull towards certain women—not necessarily stunning, but there's something there.
Moreover, I notice I often lock eyes with strangers, both men and women, in the mall.
My gaze, devoid of specific expression, seems to unsettle them(intimidate them) at times.
Confidence doesn't come easily. I do feel less socially anxious.
I oscillate between being overly gentle and friendly, and at other times, cold and emotionless. It's a delicate balance as I navigate this journey.
For those who have experienced SM3, do you resonate with this?
Edit:
An unattractive woman (she's old but frisky), who used to work with me 2 years ago, sent me a message saying she had a dream about me...
Weird stuff.
It's Day 15 of Stage 1, and I sense subtle yet significant changes taking place.
I find myself going out more, whether it's a stroll through the mall or a solitary walk.
Though these outings aren't always conducive to meeting women, they do get me out of the house more frequently.
I find myself wanting to go out more and it seems it doesn't matter where to.
I've been contemplating delving into PUA material, specifically for crafting an opinion opener to start conversations. I crave the feeling of social competence.
Yet, a part of me hesitates, yearning for a more natural approach. "Just wait and let SM3 do it's job".
Interestingly, I have no desire to approach women.
I feel no neediness, nor do I have a plan for meeting them, which is slightly unnerving.
This has led me to consider learning better ways to initiate conversations beyond the mundane "Hey, how are you?"—a phrase I rarely use these days because I don't approach them.
My focus has shifted towards work, finances, and other pursuits. It's a curious paradox—while I think about starting conversations and go out more, I simultaneously find myself indifferent and more work-focused. Even when I encounter a strikingly beautiful woman, I seem to appreciate her allure momentarily and then move on.
I think and believe I sometimes catch the eyes of women, as well as men. Often, it's just a fleeting glance, regardless of their attractiveness. I'm not entirely sure if it happens, but it does seem that way.
I hope this isn't just a placebo effect.
Occasionally, I feel a magnetic pull towards certain women—not necessarily stunning, but there's something there.
Moreover, I notice I often lock eyes with strangers, both men and women, in the mall.
My gaze, devoid of specific expression, seems to unsettle them(intimidate them) at times.
Confidence doesn't come easily. I do feel less socially anxious.
I oscillate between being overly gentle and friendly, and at other times, cold and emotionless. It's a delicate balance as I navigate this journey.
For those who have experienced SM3, do you resonate with this?
Edit:
An unattractive woman (she's old but frisky), who used to work with me 2 years ago, sent me a message saying she had a dream about me...
Weird stuff.
AM6 (03.2024)