05-27-2024, 04:23 AM
Had a very interesting explicit sexual dream in which I was having relations with this little slut that wasted a lot of my time and energy on "shit testing" for a relationship while sucking schwanz left and right (and of some pretty smarmy customers to boot, lol) who then went on to try to sabotage my other female pursuits after I decided it was no-go. Interesting that it was her.
I'm frustrated because my singing pursuits are going... not at all. Grrr. I keep applying for opportunities but it's a minor miracle when they even decide to give me a listen for reasons I know not; it really shouldn't be this hard, I'm even applying for chorus work, fer chrissakes. Blargh. Anyway, waiting for response from that hot lady boss, maybe she will be my deliverance!
I'm frustrated because my singing pursuits are going... not at all. Grrr. I keep applying for opportunities but it's a minor miracle when they even decide to give me a listen for reasons I know not; it really shouldn't be this hard, I'm even applying for chorus work, fer chrissakes. Blargh. Anyway, waiting for response from that hot lady boss, maybe she will be my deliverance!
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley