03-23-2024, 11:33 AM
It's actually, I believe, a side effect of an unconscious mechanism whose name escapes me (my analyst told me what it's called, but I forgot, sorry) which kinda makes me attack myself that I am wicked/perverted/a sexual degenerate through having been exposed to sexual deviancy and degeneracy, repeatedly, at a formative age and so it makes me feel really guilty for having sexual desires, especially if they're of the kinky sort.
And that, in turn, makes me angry because it results in unstable, labile erectile response.
And that, in turn, makes me angry because it results in unstable, labile erectile response.
"A man who is doing his True Will has the inertia of the Universe to assist him." - A. Crowley
