Rocks x4a-1000 Journal

[Diablojack00]

Alright I can do that. Also I forgot to mention that I also after I'd cried a little bit before going to the gym. I kinda think it was because of Morgan saying that joke was Crazy maybe.. 

I shook it off and went to the gym and feel better.

So you recommend 2 or 3 weeks tops before X4A-1511?

Yes, enough time to let it wear off completely.

But based on what you're reporting, I can tell you now, 90% chance nothing will ever happen.  You're definitely coming across as too needy and interested.  I think it's making them uncomfortable.  That's why I said just disconnect and let it go.  If you have to, stop going there for a while.  It will never happen if you're doing that.

I've never almost cried over something like that before. I realized this morning that this is indeed March and 3 yrs ago my grandfather died March 1st. I have been for lack of better word sad over that.

And I ate at the restaurant in the morning. At night around 8 o'clock was when the little cry came up.

 While eating I just eat and in my own world till Morgan asks if I need anything.

I'll take your advice and disconnect more and if needed stop going for a while.