Struggling.
3rd week of diahhrea, with a few days inbetween when I stop these chinese herbs.
The first lot was meant to detox, the last lot weren't and the acupuncturist was confused why and told me to stop them. This lot this week wasn't meant to either, but yet again it's happening, though not as badly.
I decided to muscle test it today, I can't be sure anymore if answers are accurate and there is confusion due to what come up on another level. But it's suggesting basically that if I get healthy it will be easier to achieve my main goal at the moment, and that i'm so scared of that so my body is reacting badly to the herbs. And also suggests that the same fear will block alot of Money Magnet from working, as money is the other needed aspect to achieve the goal.
That is interesting as I was wondering if it was somehow connected to OGSF or fear, very strange though it coincides perfectly with when I take the herbs and lessens when I stop them.
If this is the case, which i'm not sure how to find out if it is past the muscle testing then it seems OGSF v2 is just hitting up against it and not getting past it. Whether it's volume, usage patterns or it's just not going to happen I don't know.
Leads me to wonder if E6 and the broader range of healing and increased power would help. But is that also resistance? I don't know.
Also since disrupting OGSF again i've had almost no desire to go out and socialize, don't really want to do anything much at all, thinking about going somewhere is making me uncomfortable and like I wouldn't enjoy it, or feeling that i'd just sit there quietly like a blob or something. This is frustrating because before I disrupted it I was starting to do more again and goto some things I usually wouldn't and enjoying it.
Of course the physical symptoms like diahhrea which have made it difficult to go too far, and feeling weak haven't helped.. but that's not the full explanation.
3rd week of diahhrea, with a few days inbetween when I stop these chinese herbs.
The first lot was meant to detox, the last lot weren't and the acupuncturist was confused why and told me to stop them. This lot this week wasn't meant to either, but yet again it's happening, though not as badly.
I decided to muscle test it today, I can't be sure anymore if answers are accurate and there is confusion due to what come up on another level. But it's suggesting basically that if I get healthy it will be easier to achieve my main goal at the moment, and that i'm so scared of that so my body is reacting badly to the herbs. And also suggests that the same fear will block alot of Money Magnet from working, as money is the other needed aspect to achieve the goal.
That is interesting as I was wondering if it was somehow connected to OGSF or fear, very strange though it coincides perfectly with when I take the herbs and lessens when I stop them.
If this is the case, which i'm not sure how to find out if it is past the muscle testing then it seems OGSF v2 is just hitting up against it and not getting past it. Whether it's volume, usage patterns or it's just not going to happen I don't know.
Leads me to wonder if E6 and the broader range of healing and increased power would help. But is that also resistance? I don't know.
Also since disrupting OGSF again i've had almost no desire to go out and socialize, don't really want to do anything much at all, thinking about going somewhere is making me uncomfortable and like I wouldn't enjoy it, or feeling that i'd just sit there quietly like a blob or something. This is frustrating because before I disrupted it I was starting to do more again and goto some things I usually wouldn't and enjoying it.
Of course the physical symptoms like diahhrea which have made it difficult to go too far, and feeling weak haven't helped.. but that's not the full explanation.
