Darwin’s US Journal

[Shannon]

Tell me more about this.  What gen did this start with?  Please describe it in more detail.  I can't do anything to look into it without enough information.

Also, is that happening with US 5.11G for you?

I’ve been suffering with it and US 5.11G hasn’t changed that.

I probably started getting it most acutely with the latest UMS but was experiencing it with the USLM before this one, and then way before when I was on AM6. SE and MLS conversely made it better. 

Im just less able to think, process, respond. My verbal and numerical reasoning is down. I feel like there is a knot in my brain. When I first started USLM 5.11 I got a burst of motivation but it sort of disappeared . Now I’m like the story of some guy who has lost all motivation, or even much care for anything after having a specific part of his brain damaged. 

I’ve wondered before whether I have a bandwidth issue. I’ve always been smart but unable to ges late it to success, even though I burn myself up with work. On this sub I can sense it’s working but at the cost of my mental function. 

Anyway today I ran one loop.

By the description you give, I would bet that what you're experiencing is only possible to be one of two things.  One of them is that some part of you is fighting tooth and nail to resist.  Does this feel like some part of you is fighting the programs?  Do you get the results?  If this is resistance, then the key is going to be to get everything balanced right, which I'm working on for 6G.  If it's the other option, then I have to understand how many people are affected this way and how to adjust a specific module.  Is anyone else having this issue?