12-28-2023, 09:40 PM
(12-28-2023, 07:41 PM)Shannon Wrote:(12-23-2023, 08:16 PM)EvolvingPhoenix Wrote: Right on! For what it's worth, some dude just called me over to his truck while I was at work (I push shopping carts at a grocery store) and gave me $5 saying "Merry Christmas" which was cool! I've also been getting a lot of free stuff (mostly food) that I'm saving plenty of money lately.
As for the internal changes, I'm not so sure. I know I still feel an uneasy need to do something but an internal unconscious fear that causes procrastination and I'm feeling both more heavily lately. Seems like something going on under the hood that MM might be working on.
Definitely. MM will slowly, firmly push you to work through those fears and obstacles, and it can be pretty uncomfortable at times. But trust the program, and trust the process. You'll make it through. I'm currently doing things that I am astonished that I am doing, which I was self sabotaging for years without even knowing it, because of my time on MM. The impact it has had blows my mind. But it takes time, and it goes at the speed you can handle. Just be patient, and keep going according to the instructions.
Thanks Shannon. I will.
E1 (3m) > E2 (6m) > E3 (3m) > UMSv1 (1.33 y) > MLS (1 yr) > UH (1yr)