10-06-2023, 10:10 AM
Lot of frustration lately. MM has come to be at a place where I look forward to my loops, and it is reassuring and comforting to play it and feel the GS fiure up as I listen. I like what it does for me, how it affects me, what it's doing in and to my life.
There's always a "but".
But...
My responsibilities regarding testing new tech and experimentals as Tier 1 tester are forcing my hand, to play other subs at the same time, and this is causing me a lot of frustration and upset. I like MM, I want to use MM, I want what it's doing in my life...
and testing experimental subs is screwing this up. Making me exhausted. Frustrating me. Backing me into a corner.
I don't want to give up MM, but I also cannot continue delaying testing the experimentals and I also cannot run both at once.
Not sure what to do right now.
There's always a "but".
But...
My responsibilities regarding testing new tech and experimentals as Tier 1 tester are forcing my hand, to play other subs at the same time, and this is causing me a lot of frustration and upset. I like MM, I want to use MM, I want what it's doing in my life...
and testing experimental subs is screwing this up. Making me exhausted. Frustrating me. Backing me into a corner.
I don't want to give up MM, but I also cannot continue delaying testing the experimentals and I also cannot run both at once.
Not sure what to do right now.
Subliminal Audio Specialist & Administrator
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
The scientist has a question to find an answer for. The pseudo-scientist has an answer to find a question for. ~ "Failure is the path of least persistence." - Chinese Fortune Cookie ~ Logic left. Emotion right. But thinking, straight ahead. ~ Sperate supra omnia in valorem. (The value of trust is above all else.) ~ Meowsomeness!
