09-10-2023, 11:10 PM
Final day of days off before starting second cycle.
Days off seemed to really be filled with resistance, almost the polar opposite of the days on. Was filled with neediness, less social, more limerence, really not feeling at all grounded as I was on my days on. Definitely looking forward to the days on which is quite a change from what I used to feel with subs which was wanting to escape and run away now just seem to want it more.
Will see how this run goes and may end up adjusting my listening to have more days on.
Days off seemed to really be filled with resistance, almost the polar opposite of the days on. Was filled with neediness, less social, more limerence, really not feeling at all grounded as I was on my days on. Definitely looking forward to the days on which is quite a change from what I used to feel with subs which was wanting to escape and run away now just seem to want it more.
Will see how this run goes and may end up adjusting my listening to have more days on.
The only person in life that can ever hold you back is yourself. So get out of your own way and start living the life you always dreamed of
