09-07-2023, 08:19 AM
Day 188,
Been growing a beard. Going well, given that I've taken steps to manage the initial itch.
Signed up for the business course I'd been contemplating for a while.
It will involve some resourcefulness and marketing behavior which I'm not used to yet.
Jiu Jitsu is up to 5-6 times per week, sometimes in small doses.
My upper body is getting a bit smaller because I'm doing less strict bodybuilding/strength training.
An interesting thought I've heard in the past hour:
The very slight of a pitbull evokes an emotional response. Even if it is calm and poised, we can see its inner power and potential output.
That same concept applies to people.
I'm feeling an inner rumbling; like fire blood or tiger blood. Making me realize that I've been far too comfortable in my usual habits.
I'm certain that other people around me would feel it as long as my rumbling continues.
The person who provides the pitbull example (Arash Dibazar): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bDADdfH94U
Ambition, goals, working out, healthy eating, being driven all amount to more of that 'potential energy', what I'm referring to as the 'rumble'
Doing what I can to hold eye contact an extra 0.5-1 seconds longer than I'm used to, and to not instinctively turn away when others turn to meet my gaze.
Had that inner feeling at the gym, and a woman who I approached a year ago (but had a boyfriend) matched my eye contact about 3 times from across the gym in my 20 minute gym session.
Been growing a beard. Going well, given that I've taken steps to manage the initial itch.
Signed up for the business course I'd been contemplating for a while.
It will involve some resourcefulness and marketing behavior which I'm not used to yet.
Jiu Jitsu is up to 5-6 times per week, sometimes in small doses.
My upper body is getting a bit smaller because I'm doing less strict bodybuilding/strength training.
An interesting thought I've heard in the past hour:
The very slight of a pitbull evokes an emotional response. Even if it is calm and poised, we can see its inner power and potential output.
That same concept applies to people.
I'm feeling an inner rumbling; like fire blood or tiger blood. Making me realize that I've been far too comfortable in my usual habits.
I'm certain that other people around me would feel it as long as my rumbling continues.
The person who provides the pitbull example (Arash Dibazar): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-bDADdfH94U
Ambition, goals, working out, healthy eating, being driven all amount to more of that 'potential energy', what I'm referring to as the 'rumble'
Doing what I can to hold eye contact an extra 0.5-1 seconds longer than I'm used to, and to not instinctively turn away when others turn to meet my gaze.
Had that inner feeling at the gym, and a woman who I approached a year ago (but had a boyfriend) matched my eye contact about 3 times from across the gym in my 20 minute gym session.
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