09-05-2023, 06:41 AM
(09-05-2023, 02:21 AM)racktree Wrote: September 2nd
I figured another thing Maverick had established and I now noticed that it took it even further. It's related to being more productive. In the past, I would find something new and interesting to me like a book, a course, a study and immediately get excited and start spending time on it. Now, I take enough time to learn about it in advance and make sure it is something worth it and valuable for me before I invest my whole time and effort on it.
The past month alone, I saved myself at least 15 hours of unnecessary studying. And this leads to more free time for finding and studying stuff which will benefit me.
I also noticed that my anxiety and fears and worries are coming back again. Just after that 20 minutes of Maverick listen. There are some really tough scenarios playing in my mind involving the emotions above and I feel crashed.
September 5th
It's been just a few days since I restarted Maverick and my life seems very difficult, in my mind. I'm disappointed with many things in my life, I am in anxiety and fear for the most part of the day and worrisome scenarios are playing in my mind. I now know for a certainty that the tough times I was experiencing the last four months were because of Maverick. I am in no mood to be getting beaten up again as before. I have a very important next few weeks which will influence my life a lot. I am at a critical time of execution and decision making period in my life right now. I need all my focus and I can't be spending it in fear, worries and anxiety.
So. There is no autoconfig, I just listen for 20 minutes every 4 days, I just had a long break. And it still hit me hard. Is there something I can adjust for a better management of this situation? Maybe return to masked? Volume adjustment? I don't know for now. I will just be patient for another week and if nothing changes maybe Shannon can assist.
Not running Maverick myself, but will do later. The is no shame in putting it on hold and getting back to fix you anxiety issues.
