09-01-2023, 03:10 AM
Emotions are a tad tumultuous on OGSFv2. While on OPH my mood really stabilized and was pretty good. Now emotions can be a little all over the place.
Heart rate and anxiety are down a fair bit and that's always a good thing.
On a very positive note. I was able to physically relax in bed a last night. A lot of times I use some type of aid to get me to sleep, mostly clonidine, progesterone, or cyproheptaidne because I've been unable to really relax into sleep for quite a few years now. Last night however, I could feel my body relaxing and belly breathing on its own without any conscious intention on my part. That's kind of exciting for me and I hope it continues.
OGSFv2 still feels very subtle and I find it hard to believe I'm actually playing a sub. I'm using from my phone at 5 clicks for android and with the ultrasonic format.
I'm curious to see what days off are like.
Heart rate and anxiety are down a fair bit and that's always a good thing.
On a very positive note. I was able to physically relax in bed a last night. A lot of times I use some type of aid to get me to sleep, mostly clonidine, progesterone, or cyproheptaidne because I've been unable to really relax into sleep for quite a few years now. Last night however, I could feel my body relaxing and belly breathing on its own without any conscious intention on my part. That's kind of exciting for me and I hope it continues.
OGSFv2 still feels very subtle and I find it hard to believe I'm actually playing a sub. I'm using from my phone at 5 clicks for android and with the ultrasonic format.
I'm curious to see what days off are like.
