08-30-2023, 01:12 AM
The first 2 days on OGSFv2 were rough. Not as bad as some subs before it, but rough all the same.
Today I seemed to have gotten over the hump. Feeling very good today and pretty happy to boot!
As far as observable changes go I'm a lot more confident in my actions and my mood is very good. This sub is smooth.
For the last 2 days I'd write up a journal entry and then delete it. It felt like every time I would try to verbalize what was going on I would find that it was like trying to put your finger on something you thought was solid only to find that it would evaporate into smoke. The under the hood going ons of OGSFv2 are just that, under the hood. Moreso than any other sub I have ran to date I find myself at a bit of a loss as to exactly whats going on.
However, change is still happening and as the run unfolds I'm sure the finished product of processed fears will be revealed.
Today I seemed to have gotten over the hump. Feeling very good today and pretty happy to boot!
As far as observable changes go I'm a lot more confident in my actions and my mood is very good. This sub is smooth.
For the last 2 days I'd write up a journal entry and then delete it. It felt like every time I would try to verbalize what was going on I would find that it was like trying to put your finger on something you thought was solid only to find that it would evaporate into smoke. The under the hood going ons of OGSFv2 are just that, under the hood. Moreso than any other sub I have ran to date I find myself at a bit of a loss as to exactly whats going on.
However, change is still happening and as the run unfolds I'm sure the finished product of processed fears will be revealed.
