07-29-2023, 03:03 PM
It's not resistance to the subliminal. It's just you pruning the bullshit out of your life. You're finally realizing that you don't give a shit about the things you thought you gave a shit about. Congratulations and welcome to Maverick. To the shock and horror of everyone who kept posting that they didn't want a subliminal that was only focused on work and putting that ahead of everything else, here's the reward, Maverick was never about working hard. Or work at all. It's about you living to your truest self and being your own man.
And the only way you can be your own man is when you stop giving a shit about how others perceive you or you doing things for the validation of others.
When you start to strip away all the bullshit, you're left with the core of it all. That's why we said that Maverick needs to be run for a minimum of 6 months. I'll use the Rubiks cube analogy again here, but, all the sides are about to match up. You're about three twists away from it happening.
When it does happen, that's when you suddenly realize something and after that is when the fun really begins with Maverick.
And the only way you can be your own man is when you stop giving a shit about how others perceive you or you doing things for the validation of others.
When you start to strip away all the bullshit, you're left with the core of it all. That's why we said that Maverick needs to be run for a minimum of 6 months. I'll use the Rubiks cube analogy again here, but, all the sides are about to match up. You're about three twists away from it happening.
When it does happen, that's when you suddenly realize something and after that is when the fun really begins with Maverick.
(07-29-2023, 02:31 PM)Ampersnd Wrote: Day 149,
It's interesting how many areas of motivation fell off over the last couple of days.
I noticed that I didn't desire the fruits of my pursuits.
Wanted to pursue my tech career to create a platform that would hold public figures accountable. I don't really care anymore. As an example.
It's as though my desire to pursue certain hobbies is 0/10, but I have the memory of it being 8-9 out of 10 not long ago.
Some of it is about the desire for validation. It's possible that this desire is at an all time low. It's possible that my guilt for lost time is reduced. It's possible that my disingenuous motives are being zapped across the board, and there is not much left to work with until I recalibrate.
Or, it's simple resistance to the messaging of the subliminal