Shannon's Money Magnet 5.11G Experience

[Shannon]

Today, during and after my loop, I can tell that we have managed to work our way down to the rubber meeting the road, and now there is some part of me trying to resist. This part of me is most likely the part of me that has resisted everything else so far in this direction, but this time, it's struggling, at best. It took about 37 minutes of the loop for me to start feeling the projection of the grounding shield, and then at about 45 minutes I felt the program overpower it. It could be likened to a strongman trying to singlehandedly hold a dam in place and prevent it from collapsing, even as the water rises and rises. The program dominated it and began doing it's thing, and then as the loop ended, the part of me fighting it started taking more control again. It is currently about half an hour after the loop and it's struggling mightily to hold that dam up, but I can tell that this is taking everything it's got, and that it will eventually be overpowered by the parts of me trying to execute the program.

This is something I have never seen before. Never have I seen this part of me that tries to fight struggle so hard and so desperately to maintain it's stance and hold up it's resistance. That means that the program has already won, because it's just a matter of time now. And judging by how desperately it is struggling... not a lot of time either.