Day 95,
Signed back up to Jiu Jitsu today after three years away. Did BJJ for 4 years. Jumped straight into open mat. I'm a blue belt, and was insecure that I would a) have eager whitebelts trying to kill me and b) have lost the skill. It's a lot like riding a bicycle; I kept my balance, but can't do the trick moves. Held my own, but don't have a good offense, and I ultimately lose ground to their offense.
Was at the beach yesterday with a Mexican friend; saw a bunch of decent looking young women there, but it was very iffy. I literally can't tell how old any young person is anymore. Will not take that chance in a public venue.
I met a de facto Maverick; my Mexican friend met him the other day and invited him to the beach. The guy is late-30s, looks late-20s, army guy from the Caribbean, a pro MMA fighter who has a bit of a gut, and is now into real estate and runs a construction business, and made himself into a multi-millionaire over the last few years. He is what Kevin Samuels refers to as a Tiger, so he knows that he will never settle down, and likes to date women who have trauma, OnlyFans, escorts, etc.. Says that he likes to hear their stories. Very easy going. We talked a bit about fighting tactics for our body size (we have similar height, dimensions)
Funniest thing, he lives about 1/8th of a mile away from me. This is a contact that I want to nurture and learn from.
Signed back up to Jiu Jitsu today after three years away. Did BJJ for 4 years. Jumped straight into open mat. I'm a blue belt, and was insecure that I would a) have eager whitebelts trying to kill me and b) have lost the skill. It's a lot like riding a bicycle; I kept my balance, but can't do the trick moves. Held my own, but don't have a good offense, and I ultimately lose ground to their offense.
Was at the beach yesterday with a Mexican friend; saw a bunch of decent looking young women there, but it was very iffy. I literally can't tell how old any young person is anymore. Will not take that chance in a public venue.
I met a de facto Maverick; my Mexican friend met him the other day and invited him to the beach. The guy is late-30s, looks late-20s, army guy from the Caribbean, a pro MMA fighter who has a bit of a gut, and is now into real estate and runs a construction business, and made himself into a multi-millionaire over the last few years. He is what Kevin Samuels refers to as a Tiger, so he knows that he will never settle down, and likes to date women who have trauma, OnlyFans, escorts, etc.. Says that he likes to hear their stories. Very easy going. We talked a bit about fighting tactics for our body size (we have similar height, dimensions)
Funniest thing, he lives about 1/8th of a mile away from me. This is a contact that I want to nurture and learn from.
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