Day 80,
I'm feeling some of the most aggressive urgency than I've ever had. Urgency to make moves in areas that will bring fulfillment on my life.
I recognize this feeling, and I distinctly recall two moments in the past half-decade where I've felt this urgency and quickly manifested things that I had wanted.
To explain, those moments were when I had decided that a specific goal would no longer just be "nice to have" and I felt the immediate need to make it into a reality. It was a decision that I must have it.
Within 10 days of that shift, the ball started rolling and things started to happen to make it real.
For the first example, I wanted a job in my profession; when I made the stern decision that I would have it (on a Sunday), I was contacted by a company that I had previously interviewed on the Monday. I didn't like the contract, so I ignored it. They reached back out to me the next day. I got on the phone with them the next day, then with the VP the next day. Then got offered the position with better terms on Friday.
Note: Feeling emotionally fragile. On the verge of tears if I don't clamp things down.
I'm feeling some of the most aggressive urgency than I've ever had. Urgency to make moves in areas that will bring fulfillment on my life.
I recognize this feeling, and I distinctly recall two moments in the past half-decade where I've felt this urgency and quickly manifested things that I had wanted.
To explain, those moments were when I had decided that a specific goal would no longer just be "nice to have" and I felt the immediate need to make it into a reality. It was a decision that I must have it.
Within 10 days of that shift, the ball started rolling and things started to happen to make it real.
For the first example, I wanted a job in my profession; when I made the stern decision that I would have it (on a Sunday), I was contacted by a company that I had previously interviewed on the Monday. I didn't like the contract, so I ignored it. They reached back out to me the next day. I got on the phone with them the next day, then with the VP the next day. Then got offered the position with better terms on Friday.
Note: Feeling emotionally fragile. On the verge of tears if I don't clamp things down.
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