Day 45,
I think I'm coming to my senses a bit about my willingness to be exclusive to the DR girl.
Re-read my accolades from my first post in this journal. Contrast this to her at 26, she works two jobs, one professional and one service job (which, I do admire her work ethic), but she has no real hobbies that I know of. She's a tad bit hot and cold, and aloof over text. I don't know what her long term plans are, her skills, or her deeper values are.
I have plans on writing a new book this year and to create an AI watchdog politics tracker that will earn many millions of dollars and transform the political landscape, if successfully implemented. The book will be about concretizing some of the more general ideas about its implementation. I would need to know that she could pour into my life in some meaningful way, and me into hers, in a way that would give me superpowers and to make this dream a reality. A relationship can't just be the 2.0 version of date night and fucking, now with sleepovers and meeting her friends. All while I've been funding it so far? Why bother making that extra step? (To be clear, she isn't asking about what our status is.)
As a contrasting case study. I've been talking with this woman across the Canada-US border (I matched with her when I was visiting parents, who live close to the border), who is 22, is a dental hygienist, has plans on becoming a dentist, and is very interested in coding. Her eagerness to meet and make plans comes through over the text messages. She's pretty, 5' tall, black, and has big titties. The fact that she has a plan and varied interests is very endearing to me, and all of the other things cover the physical side.
I think I'm coming to my senses a bit about my willingness to be exclusive to the DR girl.
Re-read my accolades from my first post in this journal. Contrast this to her at 26, she works two jobs, one professional and one service job (which, I do admire her work ethic), but she has no real hobbies that I know of. She's a tad bit hot and cold, and aloof over text. I don't know what her long term plans are, her skills, or her deeper values are.
I have plans on writing a new book this year and to create an AI watchdog politics tracker that will earn many millions of dollars and transform the political landscape, if successfully implemented. The book will be about concretizing some of the more general ideas about its implementation. I would need to know that she could pour into my life in some meaningful way, and me into hers, in a way that would give me superpowers and to make this dream a reality. A relationship can't just be the 2.0 version of date night and fucking, now with sleepovers and meeting her friends. All while I've been funding it so far? Why bother making that extra step? (To be clear, she isn't asking about what our status is.)
As a contrasting case study. I've been talking with this woman across the Canada-US border (I matched with her when I was visiting parents, who live close to the border), who is 22, is a dental hygienist, has plans on becoming a dentist, and is very interested in coding. Her eagerness to meet and make plans comes through over the text messages. She's pretty, 5' tall, black, and has big titties. The fact that she has a plan and varied interests is very endearing to me, and all of the other things cover the physical side.
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