04-14-2023, 04:05 PM
Day 42,
Don't know if this is Maverick acting on something inside me, but I'm strongly considering steering towards a more serious thing with the Dominican woman. She were together again yesterday and it ended very well for her >
She isn't exactly prodding about anything relationship-related, which is fine if that's the case. She does want me to see her niece when her sister-in-law comes to town.
Don't know what it is about her, but I feel something a bit deeper. Done something that I've never done before; opened up a OneNote sheet about her to keep track of details she tells me, just so that I won't be lazy or sloppy.
I've had an increase in sex drive, but for some reason, I'm feeling a disconnection in my attraction towards the gym girls.
Noticing that a number of them are in the general area where I'm exercising, and have moved to where I move, or set up at a nearby station. But I don't have the desire to do anything about it.
Am also finding that I'm functioning fine on less sleep. Usually, 7.5 is my sweet spot for optimal performance, and 7 is pretty good. I'm at 6.75 per day, and did 5.75 h yesterday with no issues.
Work is really clicking; I feel like I'm truly "getting" interaction of all of my coding languages and technologies. The AI course I'm taking about convolutions is pretty close to completion. After which there will be unsupervised, advanced NLP, and BERTs/Transformers (think GPT4). After that, I start on projects and building a portfolio for an AI engineer job!
Don't know if this is Maverick acting on something inside me, but I'm strongly considering steering towards a more serious thing with the Dominican woman. She were together again yesterday and it ended very well for her >
She isn't exactly prodding about anything relationship-related, which is fine if that's the case. She does want me to see her niece when her sister-in-law comes to town.
Don't know what it is about her, but I feel something a bit deeper. Done something that I've never done before; opened up a OneNote sheet about her to keep track of details she tells me, just so that I won't be lazy or sloppy.
I've had an increase in sex drive, but for some reason, I'm feeling a disconnection in my attraction towards the gym girls.
Noticing that a number of them are in the general area where I'm exercising, and have moved to where I move, or set up at a nearby station. But I don't have the desire to do anything about it.
Am also finding that I'm functioning fine on less sleep. Usually, 7.5 is my sweet spot for optimal performance, and 7 is pretty good. I'm at 6.75 per day, and did 5.75 h yesterday with no issues.
Work is really clicking; I feel like I'm truly "getting" interaction of all of my coding languages and technologies. The AI course I'm taking about convolutions is pretty close to completion. After which there will be unsupervised, advanced NLP, and BERTs/Transformers (think GPT4). After that, I start on projects and building a portfolio for an AI engineer job!
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