03-22-2023, 06:32 PM
Day 19,
Is this the Maverick subliminal or the 'Tiger Blood' subliminal?
I'm feeling something vicious yet powerful building in myself.
I accepted an invitation out with someone from my kickboxing club. I was at a Latin night club event and danced with a couple of beautiful women. Chatted with one for a chunk of the night and we got along well. I have her number and we have plans tomorrow; I consider her an 8.5 minimum, maybe a 9. She's from the Dominican Republic, and we get along well on a personal level too.
Approach anxiety? What is that?
I'm losing patience for people who won't listen to my advice; for example, in pair programming, the other person is asking me a question and I know the answer. I try to go through the steps and they interject with their theories, and all they have to do is to listen to me and scroll up to look for an ID and it isn't happening.
What's the spirit animal for this vicious feeling? Wolf? Or angry Emu(an upgrade from peacock, after all)? Maybe a Pterodactyl.
My licensing college (for my backup career) is throwing me some bullshit and they're having me attend a webinar 70 days from now for professional development. I wish I could talk them off their mighty horse and tell them where exactly they should shove that webinar.
There's growing tension inside, and conflict is inevitable. In fact, I have new conflicts/tensions with the two women I'm dating. It's not nearly as much of a distraction as it would have been. In fact, I'm fine if both don't pan out.
On top of the new Dominican woman, I have a date with a local musician on Friday.
Is this the Maverick subliminal or the 'Tiger Blood' subliminal?
I'm feeling something vicious yet powerful building in myself.
I accepted an invitation out with someone from my kickboxing club. I was at a Latin night club event and danced with a couple of beautiful women. Chatted with one for a chunk of the night and we got along well. I have her number and we have plans tomorrow; I consider her an 8.5 minimum, maybe a 9. She's from the Dominican Republic, and we get along well on a personal level too.
Approach anxiety? What is that?
I'm losing patience for people who won't listen to my advice; for example, in pair programming, the other person is asking me a question and I know the answer. I try to go through the steps and they interject with their theories, and all they have to do is to listen to me and scroll up to look for an ID and it isn't happening.
What's the spirit animal for this vicious feeling? Wolf? Or angry Emu(an upgrade from peacock, after all)? Maybe a Pterodactyl.
My licensing college (for my backup career) is throwing me some bullshit and they're having me attend a webinar 70 days from now for professional development. I wish I could talk them off their mighty horse and tell them where exactly they should shove that webinar.
There's growing tension inside, and conflict is inevitable. In fact, I have new conflicts/tensions with the two women I'm dating. It's not nearly as much of a distraction as it would have been. In fact, I'm fine if both don't pan out.
On top of the new Dominican woman, I have a date with a local musician on Friday.
