02-24-2023, 12:38 PM
I’ve been dealing with the deepest issues lately. I’ve been facing the ultimate despair that is: I cannot escape death. Doesn’t matter if we discover eternal youth and against all odds I never have an accident. The universe will end someday regardless. I’m afraid to die. The only peace I’ve had so far has been that I was dead before I was born, and there’s nothing I can do to change that I will die and it’s not death that is painful, but the fear of death. There have been brief flashes of peace at this realization, but I’m still dealing with the fear of death.
There are also really old traumas I’m dealing with. I’m talking childhood. I don’t know how early for sure, just that it’s before 13.
There are also really old traumas I’m dealing with. I’m talking childhood. I don’t know how early for sure, just that it’s before 13.
