11-18-2022, 02:20 PM
I should note that an increase in my ability to feel my feelings and access to my subconscious has occurred over the time I've not updated. Noticeably playing hybrid for 3 loops last night for the first time has dramatically increased the awareness of the thought/emotion connection. Most times I would be oblivious to how my thoughts affect my feelings and vice versa. I think that I have been disconnected from my feelings due to fear of them if that's possible. My feelings were constantly negative so eventually they were cut off or I just got used to them and the negative state, probably the latter.
Now I feel like I have a more conscious ability to access my subconscious. It's just an awareness at this point but I think it'll be a useful skill in the future.
Now I feel like I have a more conscious ability to access my subconscious. It's just an awareness at this point but I think it'll be a useful skill in the future.