10-08-2022, 05:24 AM
First night on was last night. I'm starting to understand my state of resistance a little better. OF is good at masking some of the turmoil OF puts you through so it can be hard for me to pick up when I'm going through some resistance or bad days.
Starting to notice more negative thoughts and less motivation on bad days. It should have been obvious to me but here I am once again learning more about myself and the subtle ways part of me kicks and screams against the instructions.
I think it was because there is very little emotional turmoil that it took some time to catch on.
Starting to notice more negative thoughts and less motivation on bad days. It should have been obvious to me but here I am once again learning more about myself and the subtle ways part of me kicks and screams against the instructions.
I think it was because there is very little emotional turmoil that it took some time to catch on.
