10-05-2022, 04:08 PM
2nd day off. Yesterday and into today I started or have fully cleared the fear of other people's reaction/opinon about scenarios. I'm not fully sure if it's just for what I say to others or if it's for their opinions as well. We shall see as time rolls on. Interestingly enough, this felt cleared on a day off. I'm so used to subs clearing when you're using them that clearing during off cycle is still a somewhat mysterious feeling.
OF to a degree feels kinda magical, especially with ASR. It can feel like nothing is going on and then boom conscious mind, who is the last to know what's going on, gets the download and you really feel it "lock" into place. The fact that it's tackling a fear like the fear of other's opinions means that OF is hitting the DEEP stuff. I don't remember a time that I didn't have that particular fear.
Wow
OF to a degree feels kinda magical, especially with ASR. It can feel like nothing is going on and then boom conscious mind, who is the last to know what's going on, gets the download and you really feel it "lock" into place. The fact that it's tackling a fear like the fear of other's opinions means that OF is hitting the DEEP stuff. I don't remember a time that I didn't have that particular fear.
Wow
