10-04-2022, 04:56 AM
So the first day back on I had a feeling while running OF. I was awake after ASR finished and it went into OF. As I was listening it felt like I got more in contact with my body. It was an interesting feeling and as the on cycle continued it began to be more of a "I want to be here" feeling, a desire to live in this body. I think OF is working on and addressing some fears on even living or at least the connection to my body. The results are just beginning and a little spotty as I have to be conscious of them to get some results, but they are there. I think it's going to take a little time to have it fully settle in. OF seems to keep on trucking and getting things done. I've been very busy and haven't been able to closely observe all that has been going on lately but I know it still keeps on going.
