OFV4 Special Case Use; Digging Deep

[Chris P. Bacon]

So last night was my first night off on my 3:3 cycle. The night before that, which was the last night of the "on" cycle, when I started playing the sub I felt my subconscious say it was tired as well as the preferred subliminal volume to be under the norm. I chalked it up to resistance and kept playing it and held the same volume as I usually do. As the night progressed I thought that it was possible that I might have to change my on/off cycle on the fly based on the needs of the moment if it wasn't resistance and that I would give it some time to play out and change if necessary. Yesterday was particularly hard from an emotional standpoint but it was unclear if it was resistance or fatigue so I continued to wait and see.

Today was a bit more difficult as the day went on and it's becoming a bit more clear that this is most likely resistance. I'm still not 100% but as the day went on the emotional turmoil has been increasing little by little and my exhaustion is high now. I still can't rule out that I exhausted myself but the turmoil points to resistance most likely.

So I most likely cleared some big fear in my life only to jump right to another one. Monday night cannot come fast enough.