08-25-2022, 07:35 AM
The days off were really good. Clam demeanor, low tension and very relaxed.
Last night I think I had the volume too low and there is a little bit of unconscious tension in my body. For this version of OF I can really tell if I have the volume too high or too low. Or OF has really started hitting something deep and that's the underlying cause of the stress. We shall see.
In between the first and second day off, I feel like I really cleared something big as underlying stress in my body just vanished and for the next few days I was very relaxed. The part of me that stressed about time may have been dealt with. It's interesting that it happened on a day off because I usually assume the days on are the push to change and then the days off are for a little break so the subconscious doesn't burn out. A pleasant surprise indeed.
Last night I think I had the volume too low and there is a little bit of unconscious tension in my body. For this version of OF I can really tell if I have the volume too high or too low. Or OF has really started hitting something deep and that's the underlying cause of the stress. We shall see.
In between the first and second day off, I feel like I really cleared something big as underlying stress in my body just vanished and for the next few days I was very relaxed. The part of me that stressed about time may have been dealt with. It's interesting that it happened on a day off because I usually assume the days on are the push to change and then the days off are for a little break so the subconscious doesn't burn out. A pleasant surprise indeed.
