08-18-2022, 04:27 PM
Upon review of my previous runs of subs, I can feel how fear has blocked a lot of execution of subs, especially DMSI. It's an outside-looking-in kind of feeling that is different than the feeling of being in the throes of fear. Having some distance from fear makes it abundantly clear how much I sabotaged my subliminal runs and I'm curious to see what will happen after a full run of OF.
Also feeling comfortable disconnecting or forgetting about my body. I'm not entirely sure what fear caused it and I'm not sure it matters anyways. This issue has tripped me up in meditation and spiritual pursuits for quite some time now but now I feel ok with forgetting about my body.
This version of OF is really something. I have yet to find my "plateau" on it and if Shannon is correct about the variable power output on an as-needed basis ability of OF I may never find the point that this sub will stop working for me. I really hope so because having some distance between me and fear has been a breath of fresh air.
starting another 5 loop 3 days on cycle tonight. Let's do this.
Also feeling comfortable disconnecting or forgetting about my body. I'm not entirely sure what fear caused it and I'm not sure it matters anyways. This issue has tripped me up in meditation and spiritual pursuits for quite some time now but now I feel ok with forgetting about my body.
This version of OF is really something. I have yet to find my "plateau" on it and if Shannon is correct about the variable power output on an as-needed basis ability of OF I may never find the point that this sub will stop working for me. I really hope so because having some distance between me and fear has been a breath of fresh air.
starting another 5 loop 3 days on cycle tonight. Let's do this.
