08-06-2022, 02:16 PM
(This post was last modified: 08-06-2022, 02:17 PM by ReconGunner.)
Cycle 13
ASRB2 6:1
One more cycle to go.
Tough week. I had been running the sub at 2/3ds volume on my Android tablet. On impulse, I kicked it up to 3/4 for this cycle.
By mid cycle I had come face-to-face with a deep personal fear. It is the fear that I am not wanted or valued as a person, but only for what I can produce financially.
I didn't fight it, or resist it in any way. I embraced it, accepted it, and worked through the implications of it.
And came out the other side. Because this is true - the only way out is through.
E5 set me up by clearing out a lot of general stuff. USLM has hit a major issue. I still don't know what the next sub will be. But I am again reminded of an old Peanuts cartoon where Charlie Brown sad "The more I learn, the more I learn how much I have to learn."
ASRB2 6:1
One more cycle to go.
Tough week. I had been running the sub at 2/3ds volume on my Android tablet. On impulse, I kicked it up to 3/4 for this cycle.
By mid cycle I had come face-to-face with a deep personal fear. It is the fear that I am not wanted or valued as a person, but only for what I can produce financially.
I didn't fight it, or resist it in any way. I embraced it, accepted it, and worked through the implications of it.
And came out the other side. Because this is true - the only way out is through.
E5 set me up by clearing out a lot of general stuff. USLM has hit a major issue. I still don't know what the next sub will be. But I am again reminded of an old Peanuts cartoon where Charlie Brown sad "The more I learn, the more I learn how much I have to learn."
