06-07-2022, 10:52 AM
(11-14-2021, 12:29 PM)User_000 Wrote: I'm very pleased to announce that finally after who knows how many years I was able to face my biggest fear and returning unscathed, the sensation was pretty bad though, usually I start feeling an anxiety attack and then my mind goes wild thinking I'm gonna die, then my head feels pretty hot, my heartbeats go crazy, I feel pain in my chest, until I faint or resist it long enough to calm down but this time I didn't resist and remained calm instead of thinking the worst, and I was able to let the emotion be, and curiously didn't faint, guess it was due to being calm.
I remember that time, well, this time it happened again... a little quite bit different though, instead of once it was thrice, I almost passed out three times in a row, even now my heart feels anxious, and during all that time I was just focused on feeling it, I was like "try your best to kill me", at the third one I was already feeling like closing the eyes, didn't know how it didn't happened, the hot sensation going through my heart to the head is pretty sick, even feel like puking.
If I can overcome this then I see no reason why I couldn't overcome anything else.
