05-08-2022, 12:36 PM
It appears I'm the controller type as well, always trying to control every aspect of my life, that can relate to perfectionism as well, but at the same time I suffer from this behavior (because I want the control but my beliefs are the ones who rule over my life), maybe I want to be free but from myself, from those beliefs, so now I need to get rid of my own control (in other words from the illusion that I have control over myself and eventually from those beliefs).