Stage 4, Day #176/365,
Viewed a house that I know is out of my current price range.
It's very nice, has an extended garage, and a very hospitable main floor for cocktail parties and whatnot.
It's at 1.3 million for my ~97K/yr job.
I know that it's cliche to complain about how house prices are going up all the time, but instead I'm focusing on my desire to make a shitton more money to be able to afford houses like these without a second thought.
If I had the money, I would put it in a different style of house setup; I don't think it would have the physical barriers and security to house a surveillance style-room with lots of computers and hardware.
I'm at the point where I physically WANT more money; it's not abstract anymore.
I actually DESIRE to be a multi-millionaire.
I've also been doing the Neville Goddard exercise of visualizing in bed just before falling asleep; the premise is that your last thought before bed primes your subconscious and does 'Law of Attraction' things. Since I don't do anything else at that part of my day, I figured why not? I wind up counting stacks of cash and putting it in my bag, or of leafing through 100 dollar bills and putting them in my pocket, making it as real as possible..
What's interesting is that my mind tries to sabotage it by having a snake jump out of the stack of money and try to bite me, much like Kill Bill 2 when Bud gets betrayed by Elle.
Then my mind goes on a tangent on how it would deal with the snake, instead of focusing on counting money.
Clearly a subconscious block about money. It gets easier each night but I haven't keyed into the feeling of prosperity.
Now scoring 75% in the Cloud Practitioner cert exam prep. Will probably be capable enough to sit for the exam later this week.
Viewed a house that I know is out of my current price range.
It's very nice, has an extended garage, and a very hospitable main floor for cocktail parties and whatnot.
It's at 1.3 million for my ~97K/yr job.
I know that it's cliche to complain about how house prices are going up all the time, but instead I'm focusing on my desire to make a shitton more money to be able to afford houses like these without a second thought.
If I had the money, I would put it in a different style of house setup; I don't think it would have the physical barriers and security to house a surveillance style-room with lots of computers and hardware.
I'm at the point where I physically WANT more money; it's not abstract anymore.
I actually DESIRE to be a multi-millionaire.
I've also been doing the Neville Goddard exercise of visualizing in bed just before falling asleep; the premise is that your last thought before bed primes your subconscious and does 'Law of Attraction' things. Since I don't do anything else at that part of my day, I figured why not? I wind up counting stacks of cash and putting it in my bag, or of leafing through 100 dollar bills and putting them in my pocket, making it as real as possible..
What's interesting is that my mind tries to sabotage it by having a snake jump out of the stack of money and try to bite me, much like Kill Bill 2 when Bud gets betrayed by Elle.
Then my mind goes on a tangent on how it would deal with the snake, instead of focusing on counting money.
Clearly a subconscious block about money. It gets easier each night but I haven't keyed into the feeling of prosperity.
Now scoring 75% in the Cloud Practitioner cert exam prep. Will probably be capable enough to sit for the exam later this week.
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