05-01-2022, 08:01 AM
Now I see it clearly, I was always rejecting life on itself (still I don't recall a memory related to this so maybe it was from my first years), even looking at people, at their flesh, sweet, blood, everything was just so disgusting for me to say "life is disgusting" "biological life is disgusting" "every being is disgusting", but now I see that's just life, just life not beautiful nor disgusting (depending perception).
I'm starting to understand, what I want is just that, a wish, a desire, an ideal, yet is nothing more than fantasy, because I already have it, it was by my side or I should say it was always a part of me, no need to look for it.
I'm starting to understand, what I want is just that, a wish, a desire, an ideal, yet is nothing more than fantasy, because I already have it, it was by my side or I should say it was always a part of me, no need to look for it.
